Tuesday, 27 February 2007

vodka slush puppies pt II

Hello internet.
The weekends highlight was of course the coming-of-age-not-really of ailsa. 21, blimey. The night was spent well apart from mojama flooding, this always happens to me - strange as it is, I seem to attract hysteria. Glamorous as that sounds it has it's downfalls.
I danced untill my ear ached then decided to sit down after heather handed me a vodka slush puppy which delivered more than brainfreeze and it was making my hand cold. I have a serious problems with taxi's in glasgow, we had to walk for about an hour just to get one and when we did I had to share it with two people in kilts and this made me very uncomfortable seeing as conversation was tense. Oh wait something happened walking home - ah yes a fall out with lewis where during it he assured me one of the words to describe myself was 'cuddly' and I assured him that right now that certainly wasn't the case.
Back at Gordons sleep was difficult - I began rest beside lewis but while he put me in a headlock and showed signs of being delicate in the morning I retired to the floor. This is the story of my life.
I do wonder about sleeping, I have strange habbits when it comes to sleep, I dont actually need to sleep I think, I can go nights without it and function fine but sometimes I sleep all day and night. I like dreaming but I always have a problem with waking and when something bad happens I dont want to sleep because I dont want it to happen again in my dreams, does that make sense? No it doesn't, and if this sounds strange then it is only a look into the rabbit hole of my life.
I have started a book - it's going quite well though I have no intention of showing it to anyone. It has a good concept, it's all true aswell.

Tuesday, 20 February 2007

detox with evian

Ahh, another tuesday. It's a lovely day and I'd quite like to get out a walk, I was meant to be going a run earlier when my mum told me going a run with a cold is a bad idea and I was FORBIDDEN. What a serious word to use.
So my exam results are back and I did better than I expected which is rather unusual seeing as I'm usually quite accurate (NOTE HERE:my spelling has never been great) so a it was a nice suprise to see I owned that philosophy paper - Take that decartes you crazy man you. This is honestly a miracle that I did so well , I'll tell you why, the paper consists of three questions, about a page an answer and I filled one and a half pages doing only two answers - and I got a D in the essay. Can you see how this goes against logic? Not that I'm complaining, onward knowledge!

Have you ever felt like you cannot compete with someone else atall? Meg likes Jack, Jack see's Meg quite alot and spends good time with Jack, Meg and Jack are good friends who care for each other a lot and have known each other for a long time. However, Meg likes Jack more than Jack likes Meg and although she's never told Jack, Jack must know, Jack does know. In a conversation with Meg, Jack highlights he's going on a date with an Annabelle, Meg keeps a brave face, wishes them luck but inside feels upset, because Annabelle is Annabelle, an exotic and unusual person and Meg has always been just plain old, average Meg.

What to do, what to do.

Monday, 12 February 2007

twenty thousand million

Hello universe! Goodmorning vietnam! greetings from michigan!
Why isn't carluke stranded in snow? Huh? I love it - especially the type where you can make proper snowballs and go sledging down near jocks burn. I never liked the fact that england is priority (apologies to my english fan base, broad as you may be)
I went to see dreamgirls last night, we got through 2 minutes of a trailer and we were evacuated out the cinema's and told to 'stand far back'. We got back in about ten minutes later but boy was it cold - anyway, the film was alright I was far too tired to pay total attention because of the previous night's activities (two big gashes in knee due to fatal fall in hamilton)
I got the planet earth box set and I'm sitting watching it, isn't the world a wonderful place? Blimey charlie, it's amazing. "we are so small and insignificant" yet we cause a big massive mess of our world.
I am going to stay with my good friend gordon tonight and hopefully get a new pair of glasses on the way - my eye's are seiously bad, despite being long sighted in one eye and short in the other - it doesn't even out.
Has anyone seen the caves one of planet earth? I feel so lazy I'd like to see these places and get out and explore, I don't have the money or the time just now and seem to be in a course that leeds directly to employment straight after I graduate.
Good on one hand I suppose.
It is seven years today since my dad died. It doesn't seem that long and is still as much of a sore as it was five years ago. I need to remember I am lucky though - despite having a certain someone who stays here.

Tuesday, 6 February 2007

wincing the night away

I didn't think I'd have any spare time atall day but I am waiting on lewis to arrive and he has just called telling me he's all greasy and needs a shower, therefor - I have time to write.
I am just back from being in town doing a long awaited (ish) shopping trip, in which I managed to squeeze seeing Jonny and getting some lunch with him in november. I told myself I deserve to treat myself because a) I got money in from the government that I dont need to pay back mwahaha b) I did well in exams and essays and c) my hair's falling out - it's true, it is.
How many times to people brush their teeth a day? that's a personal question by the way, if you're reading this, please comment with your answer. Is it two? Is that how many times you're meant to? I'm puzzled, I thought it was three or one or something, teeth are teeth.
I went to see casino royale last night, dramatic that isn't it? Blimey, have a kitkat bond.